As much as I'd like to say that I never question that I'm perfectly capable of being a great mom, that's not always true. Sometimes, I think about my mental illnesses and wonder if I'm fit to be a mother. I wonder if I'm good enough for my son. I play the "what if" game. What … [Read more...]
The Anxious Momma’s Guide to Going Out
Leaving your baby is something that puts many of us (like me!) into a panic. You probably already know I'm a very anxious person. So going out? Not my top priority. If I'm being honest, I was a complete wreck after I had my son. If you're following me on Instagram, you might … [Read more...]
Anxiety, Panic Attacks, and Motherhood
I can remember the very first time I had a full-blown panic attack in excruciating detail. I was 16 at the time and in rehab for drugs, alcohol, an eating disorder, and various mental illnesses. We took a water break where one of the staff took a group of us to the ice machine to … [Read more...]
Eating Disorders and Motherhood
What's one of the first things people comment on after you give birth? After the "oohs" and "ahs" over how adorable your baby is? "You must be so excited to get your body back!" or "Are you breastfeeding? It burns so many calories! You'll drop the baby weight in no time!" … [Read more...]